Category: The Little Things

Lifeless Party

This may sound a bit odd to those who’ve never experienced it, but a lot of the time I don’t feel. Happiness, sadness, anger, all stripped away despite my best efforts to be emotionally connected to the world around me. Honestly though, as much as I claim I want these feelings back, when they finally ...

A Day For the Boy

It was a Saturday, a day for the boys. A day for drinks, music, and mischievous ploys. For the first time in months I was as happy as could be, Sun was shining, not a cloud to see. The people around me were the absolute best, And for once I was okay tolerating the rest. ...

Conversations with Myself

One of the hardest things I’ve had to do in order to get better was to come to terms with the fact that not everything is my fault. While I haven’t completely relinquished responsibility for where I am at in life, I have embraced the fact that some people really have let me down in ...

Cries in the Dark

There was a three day period this year when I didn’t leave my room. I sat there, listening to the voices of people I seemingly couldn’t reach out to, and wrote letters that I never planned to deliver. Those letters were my way of having a conversation that I was too afraid to actually have. ...

A Mask Called A Smile

So a lot of these early posts are going to be me showing you all some things that I wrote quite a few months ago. I think its important to document how my mental state has fluctuated, and looking at my writing, is in my opinion, the best way to do that. I don’t claim ...

It’s Okay To Not Be Okay

If you get nothing else from me or this blog, I truly hope that this short message sticks with you.