Mid Flight Crisis 

Turns out having a panic attack miles above the ground kinda sucks. You can’t talk to anyone who can take the pain away, and it leads to some of the most non sensical thoughts I’ve ever had. So I wrote them down. Other than for spelling this is just a word dump of a kid ...

Dear Noah

There are people who will most likely disagree with my decision to post the letters that I wrote while I was in a dark place. To some, these letters could inspire others to follow through with their own thoughts to end their life. While I don’t full agree with that sentiment I will say to ...

Lifeless Party

This may sound a bit odd to those who’ve never experienced it, but a lot of the time I don’t feel. Happiness, sadness, anger, all stripped away despite my best efforts to be emotionally connected to the world around me. Honestly though, as much as I claim I want these feelings back, when they finally ...

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Being MIA

Sorry I haven’t really posted in a while. I don’t really know if I was lacking inspiration, or was just sick of writing, or if I just didn’t see the point. I have a lot of days in which nothing seems worth the effort of doing it. Even writing this seems like a waste of ...

A Day For the Boy

It was a Saturday, a day for the boys. A day for drinks, music, and mischievous ploys. For the first time in months I was as happy as could be, Sun was shining, not a cloud to see. The people around me were the absolute best, And for once I was okay tolerating the rest. ...

Seeing Color

This is another instance of me deciding what should and should not be on this blog. While I understand that the choice to include a black narrative may leave some feeling isolated, I don’t believe I can keep my skin color out of my writing, as I can’t keep my skin color out of my ...

Probably Just a Rant

  Sometime I have a hard time putting a creative twist on a simple concept. If I’m being honest it’s incredibly frustrating that I feel the need to string together a set of rhyme schemes, metaphors, and elevated diction just to let you all know that depression sucks. Kinda stupid huh? That instead of just ...

Conversations with Myself

One of the hardest things I’ve had to do in order to get better was to come to terms with the fact that not everything is my fault. While I haven’t completely relinquished responsibility for where I am at in life, I have embraced the fact that some people really have let me down in ...

Wild Daisy

While the writings on this site may not ever be happy per say, I think it is in my best interest to mix in some more positive notes. As I’ve begun to talk through many of the obstacles I’ve been facing I noticed a rather startling trend. I find it difficult to feel a true ...

Cries in the Dark

There was a three day period this year when I didn’t leave my room. I sat there, listening to the voices of people I seemingly couldn’t reach out to, and wrote letters that I never planned to deliver. Those letters were my way of having a conversation that I was too afraid to actually have. ...

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